SUCH bullshit! why is it that everyone can take the day off...or leave early...or "take a personal day" and there are NO questions asked. yet, i cant even leave 10 minutes early without being question, or going unpaid! that is SUCH bullshit.
my lovely, wonderful boss took yesterday off "working from home" because she was having new carpet laid...cause you know, you HAVE to be there, and cause you know, its SO easy to work from home when there are so many distractions. working from home my ass. no doubt she was getting new carpet...i believe that, but WORKING a full day? bullshit. okay...so she calls this morning..."i am SO tired from everything yesterday, i am taking a personal day". what the hell?
does that mean that i could have called in the day after i had to move 35 40lb boxes to the school office, only to find out that CALLIE (yeah, thats my boss) was told not to deliver them until the END of july....so then i had to bring them ALL back to the office, only to have to do it all over again in july? and THEN go home and move jon's stuff. hell no...i couldnt even leave early that day..."no rachael, you are supposed to stay until 5".
i hate this place.
i am SO tired. just physically (and mentally) tired. i think the fact that there is no end in sight makes it worse. i just cant seem to get any down time....its always rushing to work, then rushing home, and either moving or unpacking stuff, or packing it all up only to rush to shows. i am tired. TIRED. we are leaving tonight to go to chicago (which is NOT a cheap trip....and i just dont have the money for it....), only to party like a rockstart and sleep on a hardwood floor for 4 nights and then have to get up at am (after a dmb show that we wont get to sleep until 1 or so) and rush to the airport so that i can be an hour late to work on monday, yet stay until 5. i am tired!
i know i am complaining. i AM excited about the alpine shows...i am. and its fun to go when ice is so excited...i want him to be happy and do what he wants to do. so, i shouldnt complain i guess. i just feel like i dont have any time to do anything...i havent been able to plan the wedding because, well...when do i have time? i havent worked out in i dont know how long...cause i have to get as much sleep as possible when i can get it, and i just dont have time. uhg...i feel nasty, i look even worse....
and i fucking have to work at this place and stay until 5, when i guarantee you everyone will leave atleast by 3 or 4. ohh no, but they will find out if i leave early, and "write me up" for "lying" to them. cause you know...they all NEVER do that!
bullshit!
my lovely, wonderful boss took yesterday off "working from home" because she was having new carpet laid...cause you know, you HAVE to be there, and cause you know, its SO easy to work from home when there are so many distractions. working from home my ass. no doubt she was getting new carpet...i believe that, but WORKING a full day? bullshit. okay...so she calls this morning..."i am SO tired from everything yesterday, i am taking a personal day". what the hell?
does that mean that i could have called in the day after i had to move 35 40lb boxes to the school office, only to find out that CALLIE (yeah, thats my boss) was told not to deliver them until the END of july....so then i had to bring them ALL back to the office, only to have to do it all over again in july? and THEN go home and move jon's stuff. hell no...i couldnt even leave early that day..."no rachael, you are supposed to stay until 5".
i hate this place.
i am SO tired. just physically (and mentally) tired. i think the fact that there is no end in sight makes it worse. i just cant seem to get any down time....its always rushing to work, then rushing home, and either moving or unpacking stuff, or packing it all up only to rush to shows. i am tired. TIRED. we are leaving tonight to go to chicago (which is NOT a cheap trip....and i just dont have the money for it....), only to party like a rockstart and sleep on a hardwood floor for 4 nights and then have to get up at am (after a dmb show that we wont get to sleep until 1 or so) and rush to the airport so that i can be an hour late to work on monday, yet stay until 5. i am tired!
i know i am complaining. i AM excited about the alpine shows...i am. and its fun to go when ice is so excited...i want him to be happy and do what he wants to do. so, i shouldnt complain i guess. i just feel like i dont have any time to do anything...i havent been able to plan the wedding because, well...when do i have time? i havent worked out in i dont know how long...cause i have to get as much sleep as possible when i can get it, and i just dont have time. uhg...i feel nasty, i look even worse....
and i fucking have to work at this place and stay until 5, when i guarantee you everyone will leave atleast by 3 or 4. ohh no, but they will find out if i leave early, and "write me up" for "lying" to them. cause you know...they all NEVER do that!
bullshit!
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