Your Daily Horoscope for August 22, 2003
Dear RACHAEL,
Make your dreams a valuable tool for insight, RACHAEL. In days past, great rulers and kings believed so strongly in the insight dreams carry that they employed interpreters. Whether you think dreams are mystical insights, or the result of random firings of your brain's release of thought and emotion, there is much to be gained. Recurring dreams hold much significance, as they can point to something that needs to be taken care of. Consider exploring this area.
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Oh yeesh, if this is true? uhhh yeah....i dont have good dreams, ever. if "recurring dreams hold much significance" than ICE is not playing golf right now, but off doing....yeah use your imagination. these are the dreams that i always have, except i like to call them nightmares 'cause the word "dreams" has a more positive connotation in many instances. not here. most of my dreams consist of me coming home to my "husband (only like 2 months)" and some girl going at it in our bed. OR going on tour, and watching my boyfriend/fiance/husband flirt with some dumb concert girl. hate dreaming. and it makes me feel so irritated when i wake up. sounds dumb, but i have a real problem with letting go of those dreams (images after i wake up). ick.
okay on another...boring note. job hunting. yeah. riiiight. first of all, why do i find it so hard to get motivated to do this? i should be willing to get ANY job that is out there because we are so in need of money. alas, i am not willing to run out and get the first job that is available. i am being picky: "no, its not PR/Marketing". puke. and we all know that there arent any of those jobs out there right now! why oh why did i have to chose this stupid profession? why couldnt i have gone to medical school or gone the way of medicine like i had originally planned? cause i am an idiot sometimes!
i did find a job in the newspaper last sunday. a GREAT job at the University of Louisville. Okay, can i just say that looking at the job description and then looking at my resume, yeah, PERFECT match. this is a job that i *think* i would really like. no, in fact i really WANT this job....its SO perfect, AND its at a college so if i wanted to take a class, or get my Masters, i could do it for cheap, if not free. ICE too. i dont know, sounds like a great job....of course this is louisville, KY and this is me we are talking about. those two things dont ever mesh well. they will take one look at my resume and burn it...i wont hear a thing EVER!
I think i resent that the only thing i am really qualified for is like...a temp job. ya know? most people, the last thing they would do is go to a temp agency, cause they are "too qualified" for that, or they are snatched up and have no fear of not being snatched up. not me...thats like the ONLY thing, aside from working at bed bath and beyond, that i seem to be qualified for. i resent that.
i am in rare form today.
wedding stuff. yeah. invitations are being ordred today. should be in next week sometime, and should be out by sept. 12. i have interviewed 3 cake people, and the price keeps going up and up and up the more that i interview. the last woman that i talked to last night was the best. i feel the most comfortable with her, however she is also the most expensive! of course. but, i think i might just go with her anyway. i didnt tell my mother how much she was cause, well...i just didnt want to hear it from my mom. plus i am paying for everything right now anyways...so, i will just pay for the cake lady.
uhg, talking to my mother is so frustrating these days. she bitched and moaned and was fairly upset that we decided to have the wedding here cause "she wanted to help plan". okay, well, i call the woman all the time and email her with pleas for "help me make this decision" or "i need you to do this" and she does nothing. she is "too busy". okay? so today she said " rachael, you are a smart girl. you just make the decisions." okay...cool...send over the money and noone will have to think about a thing! but see thats where my mom doesnt THINK.
Oh and apparently, according to my sister in law, my mom went and bought herself a diamond ring. okay? and she had her best friend call and "ask" my dad! good lord....what is the world turning in to? how old are we? something strange is going on with my mother.
what else? uhhhh. bored. okay, what else? going to denver in like 3 weeks for Val's bach party. i am excited to see Val. hard to believe we havent seen each other in like 2 years or something. a year and a half maybe. thats odd. seems a lot longer than that. then the week after that, we fly out again for the wedding, then the next week after that, i fly to phx for the final fitting of my dress. sheesh, then the wedding will be less than 6 weeks away. weekend after that, ICE's aunts are throwing me a shower. ACK a month before the wedding.
guess i need to find someone to marry us. anyone want to go online and get ordained to marry people?
so yeah. not much else. if ya pray, if you believe in karma...whatever you believe in...send it my way...i could really use that job!
Dear RACHAEL,
Make your dreams a valuable tool for insight, RACHAEL. In days past, great rulers and kings believed so strongly in the insight dreams carry that they employed interpreters. Whether you think dreams are mystical insights, or the result of random firings of your brain's release of thought and emotion, there is much to be gained. Recurring dreams hold much significance, as they can point to something that needs to be taken care of. Consider exploring this area.
---------------------
Oh yeesh, if this is true? uhhh yeah....i dont have good dreams, ever. if "recurring dreams hold much significance" than ICE is not playing golf right now, but off doing....yeah use your imagination. these are the dreams that i always have, except i like to call them nightmares 'cause the word "dreams" has a more positive connotation in many instances. not here. most of my dreams consist of me coming home to my "husband (only like 2 months)" and some girl going at it in our bed. OR going on tour, and watching my boyfriend/fiance/husband flirt with some dumb concert girl. hate dreaming. and it makes me feel so irritated when i wake up. sounds dumb, but i have a real problem with letting go of those dreams (images after i wake up). ick.
okay on another...boring note. job hunting. yeah. riiiight. first of all, why do i find it so hard to get motivated to do this? i should be willing to get ANY job that is out there because we are so in need of money. alas, i am not willing to run out and get the first job that is available. i am being picky: "no, its not PR/Marketing". puke. and we all know that there arent any of those jobs out there right now! why oh why did i have to chose this stupid profession? why couldnt i have gone to medical school or gone the way of medicine like i had originally planned? cause i am an idiot sometimes!
i did find a job in the newspaper last sunday. a GREAT job at the University of Louisville. Okay, can i just say that looking at the job description and then looking at my resume, yeah, PERFECT match. this is a job that i *think* i would really like. no, in fact i really WANT this job....its SO perfect, AND its at a college so if i wanted to take a class, or get my Masters, i could do it for cheap, if not free. ICE too. i dont know, sounds like a great job....of course this is louisville, KY and this is me we are talking about. those two things dont ever mesh well. they will take one look at my resume and burn it...i wont hear a thing EVER!
I think i resent that the only thing i am really qualified for is like...a temp job. ya know? most people, the last thing they would do is go to a temp agency, cause they are "too qualified" for that, or they are snatched up and have no fear of not being snatched up. not me...thats like the ONLY thing, aside from working at bed bath and beyond, that i seem to be qualified for. i resent that.
i am in rare form today.
wedding stuff. yeah. invitations are being ordred today. should be in next week sometime, and should be out by sept. 12. i have interviewed 3 cake people, and the price keeps going up and up and up the more that i interview. the last woman that i talked to last night was the best. i feel the most comfortable with her, however she is also the most expensive! of course. but, i think i might just go with her anyway. i didnt tell my mother how much she was cause, well...i just didnt want to hear it from my mom. plus i am paying for everything right now anyways...so, i will just pay for the cake lady.
uhg, talking to my mother is so frustrating these days. she bitched and moaned and was fairly upset that we decided to have the wedding here cause "she wanted to help plan". okay, well, i call the woman all the time and email her with pleas for "help me make this decision" or "i need you to do this" and she does nothing. she is "too busy". okay? so today she said " rachael, you are a smart girl. you just make the decisions." okay...cool...send over the money and noone will have to think about a thing! but see thats where my mom doesnt THINK.
Oh and apparently, according to my sister in law, my mom went and bought herself a diamond ring. okay? and she had her best friend call and "ask" my dad! good lord....what is the world turning in to? how old are we? something strange is going on with my mother.
what else? uhhhh. bored. okay, what else? going to denver in like 3 weeks for Val's bach party. i am excited to see Val. hard to believe we havent seen each other in like 2 years or something. a year and a half maybe. thats odd. seems a lot longer than that. then the week after that, we fly out again for the wedding, then the next week after that, i fly to phx for the final fitting of my dress. sheesh, then the wedding will be less than 6 weeks away. weekend after that, ICE's aunts are throwing me a shower. ACK a month before the wedding.
guess i need to find someone to marry us. anyone want to go online and get ordained to marry people?
so yeah. not much else. if ya pray, if you believe in karma...whatever you believe in...send it my way...i could really use that job!
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