ever have those days where you just seem to say the wrong things to everyone? a day when you piss everyone off, it seems. welcome to my day today. i dont know what the problem is! i dont know if its my perception and then i react to that, or if i REALLY am pissing people off. I hope it doesnt continue through the weekend.
speaking of the weekend. we are off to boone, nc this weekend for the d/t show tomorrow night. my feelings on this? well, i vowed to myself when dates came out that i would not attend this show. specific reasons: i didnt want to deal with the people that i KNEW would be there. do i hate them? no...i just dont particulary like hanging out with certain individuals. alas, i am going. and i have to say, i am looking forward to it. not because of the people, though it will be good to see a few of the people that i am close with. but i am REALLY excited to see d/t....which is the ENTIRE reason i am going.
i remember when d/t went on tour in '99...and how much i had to pay for the ONE show i got to go to (albuquerque), and how excited i was to be in the door of that show! i was SOOO disappointed that i couldnt find tickets to the phx show...and when i heard 3/14 i about fainted. soooooo good! so...i am off to see d/t tomorrow night. i can not wait. the people that will be there are mearly the background, aside from jonathon.
AND, i had a profound thought (you all are going to say "DUH" rachael). the wedding stuff. yeah...get used to this topic! we, of course in our well organized personalities, have not yet chosen a date...nor have we decided HOW we are going to do it. elope (sounds cheap, easy, fun...and hassle free), or do the "traditional" (as traditional a mormon/catholic/non-religious wedding can be) wedding thing...with invites, showers, dresses, etc. both pose SOME planning. BUT, here is my profound thought...if we do do the traditional wedding thing (and i guess we could do this if we eloped too...which might be the best combo), instead of trying to deal with my parents wanting one thing/one way, and then *I* wanting it another way...why not have one reception in AZ (or wyoming...whichever, or BOTH), and then have one here in louisville.
the one in az (wy), could be the "mormon" one...no alcohol etc (since thats who would even come to that one, just my parents friends and such...maybe a couple of my remaining friends there). then the one here, could be not so religion based. i am not wording this correctly.
one in az, appeasing my family and their beliefs
one here, appeasing jon's family.
of course this is all stupid, if i could just get enough courage and grow some balls and just have the wedding the way that *I* (and jon) want it. i was just thinking that this might be a good compromise. my family wont (and wouldnt even offer) to pay for a reception here that had some things that they might not approve of, so that might be a problem.
i dont know. it will all work out, i know it will. i am most likely stressing and freaking out about nothing. i havent even talked to my parents about any of this yet. so...i could be projecting their reaction. FEAR.
anyway.
I had lunch today with scott, a guy that used to work with me here. they fired him/he quit back in december. it sucks so bad talking to him. he "apparently" has this amazing job that is paying him like a bundle (like two times as much as i make at stage one) and they are giving him a raise in may. goddamn it. why cant i find something like that? he isnt tied down..pretty much his own boss. comes and goes as he pleases. of course, i said "apparently", meaning...this is all what he says. i guess i have yet to see proof of his job (ie, his office etc). we arent THAT close, so there isnt any reason why i would see any proof. i just get the feeling that he may be stretching the truth a bit. but maybe i am just jealous?
Yeesh, its been a long day. i had a green apple though...omg, it was SOOO good! random, i know, but i had forgotten how good they are. oooh, also...i had some Peeps yesterday. you know the easter/marshmellowy little chicks that you get for like 99cents at the grocery this time of year. yeah... i was kind of disappointed. they arent as good as i thought they were. when i was little, i LOVED them...and i have had them since. i dont know why i was so disappointed this time. maybe it was the batch that i got...they just didnt have any taste. and all the friggin' sugar....blech.
okay. i can ramble for forever. BUT, i have 8 minutes till i get to leave! WOOOHOOO! weekend. ooh, AND i get my ring back today! wooohoo :)
*giggle*
speaking of the weekend. we are off to boone, nc this weekend for the d/t show tomorrow night. my feelings on this? well, i vowed to myself when dates came out that i would not attend this show. specific reasons: i didnt want to deal with the people that i KNEW would be there. do i hate them? no...i just dont particulary like hanging out with certain individuals. alas, i am going. and i have to say, i am looking forward to it. not because of the people, though it will be good to see a few of the people that i am close with. but i am REALLY excited to see d/t....which is the ENTIRE reason i am going.
i remember when d/t went on tour in '99...and how much i had to pay for the ONE show i got to go to (albuquerque), and how excited i was to be in the door of that show! i was SOOO disappointed that i couldnt find tickets to the phx show...and when i heard 3/14 i about fainted. soooooo good! so...i am off to see d/t tomorrow night. i can not wait. the people that will be there are mearly the background, aside from jonathon.
AND, i had a profound thought (you all are going to say "DUH" rachael). the wedding stuff. yeah...get used to this topic! we, of course in our well organized personalities, have not yet chosen a date...nor have we decided HOW we are going to do it. elope (sounds cheap, easy, fun...and hassle free), or do the "traditional" (as traditional a mormon/catholic/non-religious wedding can be) wedding thing...with invites, showers, dresses, etc. both pose SOME planning. BUT, here is my profound thought...if we do do the traditional wedding thing (and i guess we could do this if we eloped too...which might be the best combo), instead of trying to deal with my parents wanting one thing/one way, and then *I* wanting it another way...why not have one reception in AZ (or wyoming...whichever, or BOTH), and then have one here in louisville.
the one in az (wy), could be the "mormon" one...no alcohol etc (since thats who would even come to that one, just my parents friends and such...maybe a couple of my remaining friends there). then the one here, could be not so religion based. i am not wording this correctly.
one in az, appeasing my family and their beliefs
one here, appeasing jon's family.
of course this is all stupid, if i could just get enough courage and grow some balls and just have the wedding the way that *I* (and jon) want it. i was just thinking that this might be a good compromise. my family wont (and wouldnt even offer) to pay for a reception here that had some things that they might not approve of, so that might be a problem.
i dont know. it will all work out, i know it will. i am most likely stressing and freaking out about nothing. i havent even talked to my parents about any of this yet. so...i could be projecting their reaction. FEAR.
anyway.
I had lunch today with scott, a guy that used to work with me here. they fired him/he quit back in december. it sucks so bad talking to him. he "apparently" has this amazing job that is paying him like a bundle (like two times as much as i make at stage one) and they are giving him a raise in may. goddamn it. why cant i find something like that? he isnt tied down..pretty much his own boss. comes and goes as he pleases. of course, i said "apparently", meaning...this is all what he says. i guess i have yet to see proof of his job (ie, his office etc). we arent THAT close, so there isnt any reason why i would see any proof. i just get the feeling that he may be stretching the truth a bit. but maybe i am just jealous?
Yeesh, its been a long day. i had a green apple though...omg, it was SOOO good! random, i know, but i had forgotten how good they are. oooh, also...i had some Peeps yesterday. you know the easter/marshmellowy little chicks that you get for like 99cents at the grocery this time of year. yeah... i was kind of disappointed. they arent as good as i thought they were. when i was little, i LOVED them...and i have had them since. i dont know why i was so disappointed this time. maybe it was the batch that i got...they just didnt have any taste. and all the friggin' sugar....blech.
okay. i can ramble for forever. BUT, i have 8 minutes till i get to leave! WOOOHOOO! weekend. ooh, AND i get my ring back today! wooohoo :)
*giggle*
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