okay, so i am bored here at work. B.O.R.D! and i figure the fastest way to get something to do is start goofing off...thus...blogging after a vow never to blog again.
what is going in life today? well...its january 24, 2005, and i STILL live in good ol' kentucky (who would have thought), and sadly enough, nothing is really new. life is actually fairly boring...yet, i dont know what i would do, or WANT to do to make it 'un-boring'.
Sundance started last Thursday, and that inkling, and yearning of wanting to be there, just isnt going away. I definately expected to REALLY miss being there last year, since it was the first time in 6 years that i wasnt apart of Sundance. However, i was hoping to be over it by this year....nope. Well, not true, some ways i totally miss being there, then in other ways, i am glad i am not there (6th year was NOT pleasant for me). All at the same time, IF i were to go back, or if there is anything that i miss about being there...its the events and good times i had in 2001. Man, what a great time! I think I lived my early college years in that 6 months. I dont think I have ever partied as much as i did those 6 months (except for summer 2001, and early summer 2002..DMB TOUR. i cannot believe how much we all partied only to wake up the next day and to wake up the next day and do it all over again), and FOR SURE the 10days of the Festival. GOOD TIMES. I miss that...
How can I miss it when i dread even going to bar and "hanging out" until 11pm, on the weekend these days. Gosh, I AM SO OLD! sad thing is is that I LIKE IT! I enjoy staying home with my husband and just vegging on Friday and Saturday nights.I would so much rather do that than spend a bunch of money on alcohol at some bar, and wake up feeling like hell the next day! I AM SO OLD!!!!!!! sadest part about the whole thing is that i feel so alone in feeling that way. i feel like i am the ONLY one on earth that doesnt have the desire to get trashy and stay out all night.
okay, didnt mean for this to be sad and depressing. so...we got a new cat! a kitten :) Bela is her name. ohhh she is SO cute, but definately makes me realize that we are not quite ready to have kiddos. the thought SOUNDS real nice and fun but i dont think i am selfless enough to actually care for another human beings every whim.
ummm...yeah. i dont think the above made any sense at all, but i dont care...i am not going back to proofread.
what is going in life today? well...its january 24, 2005, and i STILL live in good ol' kentucky (who would have thought), and sadly enough, nothing is really new. life is actually fairly boring...yet, i dont know what i would do, or WANT to do to make it 'un-boring'.
Sundance started last Thursday, and that inkling, and yearning of wanting to be there, just isnt going away. I definately expected to REALLY miss being there last year, since it was the first time in 6 years that i wasnt apart of Sundance. However, i was hoping to be over it by this year....nope. Well, not true, some ways i totally miss being there, then in other ways, i am glad i am not there (6th year was NOT pleasant for me). All at the same time, IF i were to go back, or if there is anything that i miss about being there...its the events and good times i had in 2001. Man, what a great time! I think I lived my early college years in that 6 months. I dont think I have ever partied as much as i did those 6 months (except for summer 2001, and early summer 2002..DMB TOUR. i cannot believe how much we all partied only to wake up the next day and to wake up the next day and do it all over again), and FOR SURE the 10days of the Festival. GOOD TIMES. I miss that...
How can I miss it when i dread even going to bar and "hanging out" until 11pm, on the weekend these days. Gosh, I AM SO OLD! sad thing is is that I LIKE IT! I enjoy staying home with my husband and just vegging on Friday and Saturday nights.I would so much rather do that than spend a bunch of money on alcohol at some bar, and wake up feeling like hell the next day! I AM SO OLD!!!!!!! sadest part about the whole thing is that i feel so alone in feeling that way. i feel like i am the ONLY one on earth that doesnt have the desire to get trashy and stay out all night.
okay, didnt mean for this to be sad and depressing. so...we got a new cat! a kitten :) Bela is her name. ohhh she is SO cute, but definately makes me realize that we are not quite ready to have kiddos. the thought SOUNDS real nice and fun but i dont think i am selfless enough to actually care for another human beings every whim.
ummm...yeah. i dont think the above made any sense at all, but i dont care...i am not going back to proofread.
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