okay, since it has been the talk of Freaks and Ufck lately...lets discuss my husbands "fame" shall we?
Let me just say that it is such a wierd thing. i KNOW it is not real, which is why its so weird. i cant imagine what it feels like to him, though i am sure if he were REAL honest with himself, he would say it feels good...and is flattering. He refuses to let it go to his head though (which is why i am around ;)).
however, for a fairly insecure person (ahem, me) to be married to someone who gets a little notoriety, its mixed emotions. its happiness for him because he is getting noticed for something that he really enjoys doing, and would do it even if people werent noticing him. at the same time, though, its...scary because "what if he realizes he could have so much more than me" (yes that is the crazy side of my brain talking).
Its just an interesting "beast". taping is 100% focus right now, and that is hard too, when i have other things that i want US to be focused on (ie, money, family, non-concert experiences, etc). it will be very interesting to see if this thing gets bigger, and how many other people come up and ask him for his autograph, or how many DMB-girls start falling all over him (they already are, which is really fun to witness...). lets hope we both keep our wits about us....
Let me just say that it is such a wierd thing. i KNOW it is not real, which is why its so weird. i cant imagine what it feels like to him, though i am sure if he were REAL honest with himself, he would say it feels good...and is flattering. He refuses to let it go to his head though (which is why i am around ;)).
however, for a fairly insecure person (ahem, me) to be married to someone who gets a little notoriety, its mixed emotions. its happiness for him because he is getting noticed for something that he really enjoys doing, and would do it even if people werent noticing him. at the same time, though, its...scary because "what if he realizes he could have so much more than me" (yes that is the crazy side of my brain talking).
Its just an interesting "beast". taping is 100% focus right now, and that is hard too, when i have other things that i want US to be focused on (ie, money, family, non-concert experiences, etc). it will be very interesting to see if this thing gets bigger, and how many other people come up and ask him for his autograph, or how many DMB-girls start falling all over him (they already are, which is really fun to witness...). lets hope we both keep our wits about us....
1 Comments:
At 6:29 PM,
jennifer said…
I experience it on the OHMYGODHEDOESDMBALMANAC?!?! And I just say how cool it is and how much time he spends on it so other people can *freely* enjoy it also. It does get old though sometimes, esp. when it comes first above all else. Tour opener is deadline for some many things around this house and I often lose my own excitement because I often lose my husband to the computer...
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